Tsubasa;; Forgotton Romance

Tue, 24 Nov 2009 09:23:57 GMT

This is from Sarah and Kristin!! I like reading them, so i thought: Hey, other people might like reading this! lol ALSO!!! I am bored at work.

first name
CINDY...and completely not the other name that is on my birth certificate. I prefer Cin, but most of everyone calls me Cindy!!! :-P Dude, I remember when I went by Lulu for the longest time...LOL

age
21 and will never get a day older. Cause 22 and 23 are just...NO! I REFUSE!

location
So I have basically moved out of Chicago!! So yeah, I live in Grand Rapids (Wyoming, MI, actually) with my gf, puppy, and kitty!!! Small ass apartment? Maybe, but! It is the best place I have ever lived!!

occupation
I am the full time night auditor for the Comfort Inn in Grand Rapids. Yep, I'm a college graduate, and had an internship and everything...but this is what I do! If I could go back in time? I would NOT go to college and just go to trade school...

:sigh: Back to school next semester for graduate school...

partner
Bekah. Not single, ladies and gents. Yes, that's right! I'M in a committed and wonderful relationship!! Finally understand this love thing and it's GREAT! Love you, hun! :-)

kids
I DO want kids, but I want to have enough money to support them correctly!! So my plan is to wait till I'm 30!!

brothers/sisters
5 brothers. 0 sisters. LOVE IT!! I was spoiled and I am overprotected!

pets
Well at Chicago I have three doggies: Sassy, Rambo, and Nero!!!
BUT my ACTUAL pets (where I am the mommy): is my little puppy, Haku, and my kitty, Zabuza!!!

list the 3 biggest things going on in your life
1) GET A REAL JOB...one day
2) being HAPPY...most of the time.
3) Rping!!! ...I'm just really lame!

parents
a mom and dad. They are together!

closest friends
Bekah, Angela, Kristyn!! :-)

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p.s. I can't wait for C-mas so that I can see everyone back in Chi town!!!! :-)

Fri, 18 Sep 2009 07:48:27 GMT

HAS BEEN READING LJ AGAIN!!!!!

oh, you don't care? Well, whatever!

Sun, 06 Sep 2009 09:18:55 GMT

Hates after college depression.

And I recommend, to each and everyone of my friends here on Lj, to never, I mean never, leave school. Nope. Not unless you have a job already lined up.

Peace out. I'll update in another six months. DEAR GOD! In six months, I'll be 23. SEVEN years to 30.

Man, when I was like twelve, I never ever thought my life would be this way at 23. Nope.

This was a depressing update. So, um, something good? Rping Uzumaki Naruto is the most amazing thing ever.

Tue, 17 Mar 2009 11:40:35 GMT

I swear, I am gone for a MONTH and the whole website changes!!

....
and I am going to read everyone's stuff! I PROMISE....eventually I will do it!!!

But I do ever like an excuse to use my sasunaru icon!

p.s. I think I know the secret to life--it's happiness, dattebayo! Who would have thought?

Amazing-ness which is life

Thu, 19 Feb 2009 13:31:20 GMT

So Cindy officially loves life...even if she hates school with a burning passion.

Hope that everyone is good with everyone back in Chi TOWN.

p.s. I WILL go back and read through everyone's entries....eventually. I just have a brand new addiction: RP!

Wed, 03 Dec 2008 23:34:52 GMT

:::dances::::

I AM DONE WITH MY INTERNSHIP!!!!!

and I am doing the disney program next August to the following JULY! :nod:

No real world for me....

Mon, 24 Nov 2008 22:40:22 GMT

I am getting closer and closer to the end of the year and the end of my college career...and I am sad. Not scared, not nervous....sad.

Its so weird all my life I have been ready for the real world, ready to have career, make money, etc. etc....

But after discovering that making lots of money is not what I want....everything about me changed. I want to keep the bonds I have...=heheh sasuke! Woah Woah off topic...

In any case, part of me wants to stay in Grand Rapids and get a job...to stay and live in this memory filled place but...will I feel that way when all my friends are graduated and have moved on and I am still here???

decisions, decisions... I swear to isis, I hated high school. Couldn't wait for that to be over. to start over. to start a new life. And I did :-)!!! I am no longer some stupid whining girl who thinks she's the most ugly thing to walk the planet ever, who is the most 'depressed' person in the world...

I love college. It changed me (as it should for everyone). I no longer have the same goals and I have some awesome views about love, sex, babies, etc. that I never thought I would ever have! (For example, I know I want a child...but I also know I never ever want to get married...unless they are totally understandable about allowing me to 'slip' once in a while) I have dismissed god and the whole idea of the afterlife (cause let's fact it kids, they are pretend and people only believe in them cause they are afraid to die...which I was also at one point).

I. love. college. Sure, I made a complete circle on the anime thing ...liking it to not liking it to liking it again...damn you Naruto! but...that's really ok with me. It's part of me. :-)

What was the point of this post? I am not sure actuallly...I just want to let my feelings out (something I really really don't do anymore....and let's face it: life is better!)

But, all in all, if I was given the opportunity to do high school over again I wouldn't do it for a million dollars.
If I was given the oppotunity to do college agin...I do it in a second. I redo the papers, the worrying about GPAs, etc. etc.

So I am sad I will be leaving GVSU and its terrible general education requirements in a short 6 months. I am so sad that I have to grow up.

But i understand this is life.....:smile: maybe in 4,5, or 6 months I will be ready to start the next chapter in my life. ::crosses fingers:::: And maybe in 4, 5, or 6 months Sasuke will be back in the MANGA! seriously where the fuck is he?!?! ::cough, cough:: sorry about that. I am naru-tard. I really really really really really can't help it.

:-)

Sat, 04 Oct 2008 11:53:52 GMT

It seemed so far in the future...but now it is here.

What can I say? What can I do..?

oh well :smirk: I just do a Cindy! :-)

Mon, 29 Sep 2008 21:29:50 GMT

"The DOW had a historic drop today..."

I love being right sometimes...but believe me when I say I am not happy about this one...

I for sure thought the downfall wouldn't happen for at least 5-7 years.

BUT i must say this...no one seems that worried about this; afterall, i just watched 15 people pay 5 dollars for a small coffee at starbucks.

^_^

stolen from ku

Sat, 27 Sep 2008 20:50:49 GMT

[01] Do you have the guts to answer these questions and re-post as The Controversial Survey?
yep

[02] Would you do meth if it was legalized?
no, BUT it should be legalized

[03] Abortion: for or against it?
...I hate how this question is worded. It should read: pro-choice or pro-life on Abortion. Then I would right pro-choic!...I don't like the wording of this question because I am personally very against abortion and would never have one....but I do not think other people have to follow my line of thought..

[04] Do you think the world would fail with a female president?
What an interesting question. It really does depend on who the woman is (cause if it was like palin or clinton ::shudders::::)

[05] Do you believe in the death penalty?
No. No. No. No. (as much as i love the quest for revenage)

[06] Do you wish marijuana would be legalized already?
YES! talk about a way to fix a WHOLE lot of problems. (the War on Drugs, crimnal justice,...wow think of all the money we could get from taxing that shit.)

[07] Are you for or against premarital sex?
I like kristin's answer: "it is your body and you do what you will with it." but i personally think you should try out the horse before you buy it :wink: lol

[08] Do you believe in God?
again, this question is worded wrong. I do not believe in the christain god, but I do believe there is some type of higher power out there (may they be a god, goddess, spirit...)

[09] Do you think same sex marriage should be legalized?
Yes. hands down.

[10] Do you think it's wrong that so many Hispanics are illegally moving to the USA?
OMG!!! I HATE the way this question is worded!!! dear isis! after stealing half of their country and killing thousands of their people, they deserve to come into our country. But yeah, what about the people coming here from other 'white' countries! I hate the race card.

[11] A twelve year old girl has a baby, should she keep it?
it is up to her.

[12] Should the alcohol age be lowered to eighteen?
yes. if you can be drafted and serve in the army and kill people, then you should be able to drink

[13] Should the war in Iraq be called off?
Yes.

[14] Assisted suicide is illegal: do you agree?
No. everyone's life is their own, what they do with it is their business.

[15] Do you believe in spanking your children?
Yes. :smile: look how well I came out.lol

[16] Would you burn an American flag for a million dollars?
yes....

[17] Who do you think would make a better president? McCain or Obama?
:yuck: Ralph Nader.

[18] Are you afraid others will judge you from reading some of your answers?
No. I am a far-left liberal. none of these answers should shock anyone. lol, I want change and I want it right now! lol

Tue, 16 Sep 2008 21:03:43 GMT

After spending some serious time looking at my profile page (and by serious time I mean like 2 mins) I can't believe what an idioit I can be...

i just can't believe how much I go through phases of liking things...Wicked, Lestat, Buffy, Angel, Etc....I am like obessed about somthing then....BLAH! well not blah, I still like them but it is seriously died down.

ah HA! i see!!! I figure myself out as I write down (is this why I used to blog????)!!....

A-hem:

I took Eastern thought last system, and I know what your thinking....X_X it was filled with anime neirds, right? It sure was..but that is OFF the point!

Hinduism explains..

When you first fall in love with someone you always think about them. When you are studying, playing games, etc., you will often come across things that remind them of your new loved one. Thus, while you are newly in love you become very distracted; your mind always go back to thoughts of your love.

However, after a while that love for your new loved one will eventually quell down...you will MUCH less think about them when completing tasks, work, school, etc. They are there, in your heart, but you don't feel the need to talk/think about them the whole time.
Then, overtime, they either (a.) become part of your heart forever, or (b.) become a distant memory...your love will fade away.

so my point here:

we all go through phases of what our favorite thing is...as for example: it is no question I think that Naruto and his gang are my favorite thing right now!! However, some of these phases we love will fade slowly away (such as my liking for Rap and metal in the 6th grade)...and others will stay part of our heart forever no matter how much we ever deny to liking them (my liking for disney, the spice girls, cardcaptor sakura). We will contieune to enjoy them at some level and still be interested, no matter how slightly, in them.

This brings up the questions, therefore: ''Why do some of these phase stay with us and others leave us.....?'

maybe we never truly loved them in the first place?
but then again I don't know if this hindu thought counts for interests. It was talking about 'Human love' after all....

but I can't help but wonder if my interest in Naruto will end up being a faded memory (like Kingdom hearts) or will always be part of me....

there is my blog for the year....
btw, Hi study abroad pals! I am happy we are lj buddies now!

Thu, 11 Sep 2008 16:39:42 GMT

I totally had a post, but it got deleted so...
yeah.

The main reason I posted was to simply show you my beatiful (though I don't think he would appreicate that) icon!!!

:-)

View Poll: Barrak Obama's vice president pick: Joe Biden

hell for 1.5 weeks

Mon, 14 Apr 2008 02:04:38 GMT

Cindy has 1.5 weeks of basically hell, or....at least I wish cause then I be dead and not have to do all this work, lol.

In any case, I have like 7 papers to write in this time limit...why aren't I working now?

That is a good question.

Sun, 30 Mar 2008 02:02:41 GMT

Cindy is going to Acen....

I swear to isis I don't know what is HAPPENING TO ME!!!

btw, I saw in the book store today that Tsubasa in America has FINALLY hit the 180 degree turn!

:smile: How do you like my Syaoran now?

In other news....School is going to suck balls the next 4 weeks! At least I am going to get a vacation next week in Washington D.C.!!!!!

I miss everyone! ....is anyone going to Acen?? lol probably not cause you all have grown up, while Cindy has fallen down a hole again! lol

Thu, 21 Feb 2008 05:16:03 GMT

i am on my 16th hour of study for my f.p. test and I STILL don't feel prepared.....and still not done! lol I am going to drive home and study till like 9 a.m. ....this so loud here!!

Fri, 15 Feb 2008 00:34:55 GMT

HAPPY HATE TIMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 01 Feb 2008 16:54:49 GMT

HEY LIBERALS!!!!

there may be hope this year....

if that bitch face clinton wins...

http://www.naderexplore08.org/

no worries, RALPH NADER will run!!!

then i can stop having nightmares of what it will be like if Clinton wins!

btw, i am not voting in the primary this year...i would have if dennis was!

What you don't hear from the REMAINING democrats!!!

Fri, 25 Jan 2008 17:35:14 GMT

What the Candidates Avoid by RALPH NADER.

If you hear any candidate endose at least one of these...I will vote for them...which is making be lean towards Ron Paul (R.)! but I would much rather go liberal, but I KNOW what issues are important, and they are those listed below.

Here is a short list of what you won't hear much of from the front-runners in this presidential primary season. Call them the candidate taboos.
1) You won't hear a call for a national crackdown on the corporate crime, fraud, and abuse that have robbed trillions of dollars from workers, investors, pension holders, taxpayers and consumers. Among the reforms that won't be suggested are providing resources to prosecute executive crooks and laws to democratize corporate governance so shareholders have real power. Candidates will not shout for a payback of ill-gotten gains, to rein in executive pay, or to demand corporate sunshine laws.

2) You won’t hear a demand that workers receive a living wage instead of a minimum wage. There will be no backing for a repeal of the anti-union Taft-Hartley Act of 1947, which has blocked more than 40 million workers from forming or joining trade unions to improve wages and benefits above Wal-Mart or McDonald's levels.

3) You won’t hear for a call for a withdrawal from the WTO and NAFTA. Renegotiated trade agreements should stick to trade while labor, environmental, and consumer rights are advanced by separate treaties without being subordinated to the dictates of international commerce.

4) You won’t hear a call for our income tax system to be substantially revamped so that workers can keep more of their wages while we tax the things we like least, such as pollution, stock speculation, addictive industries, and energy guzzling technologies. Nor will you hear that corporations should be required to pay their fair share; corporate tax contributions as a percent of the overall federal revenue stream have been declining for 50 years.

5) You won’t hear a call for a single payer health system. Almost sixty years after President Truman first proposed it, we still need health insurance for everyone, a program with quality and cost controls and an emphasis on prevention. Full Medicare for everyone will save thousands of lives a year while maintaining patient choice of doctors and hospitals within a competitive private health care delivery system.

6) There is no reason to believe that the candidates will stand up to the commercial interests profiting from our current energy situation. We need a major environmental health agenda that challenges these entrenched interests with major new initiatives in solar energy, doubling motor vehicle fuel efficiency, and other quantified sustainable and clean energy technologies. Nor will there be adequate recognition that current fossil fuels are producing not just global warming, but also cancer, respiratory diseases, and geopolitical entanglements. Finally, there will be no calls for ending environmental racism that leads to more contaminated water, air, and toxic dumps in poorer neighborhoods.

7) The candidates will not demand a reduction in the military budget that devours half the federal government's operating expenditures at a time when there is no Soviet Union or other major state enemy in the world. Studies by the General Accounting Office and internal Pentagon assessments support the judgment of many retired admirals and generals that a wasteful defense weakens our country and distorts priorities at home.

8) You won't hear a consistent clarion call for electoral reform. Both parties have shamelessly engaged in gerrymandering, a process that guarantees reelection of their candidates at the expense of frustrated voters. Nor will there be serious proposals that millions of law-abiding ex-felons be allowed to vote.

Other electoral reforms should include reducing barriers to candidates, same day registration, a voter verified paper record for electronic voting, run-off voting to insure winners receive a majority vote, binding none-of-the-above choices and most important, full public financing to guarantee clean elections.

9) You won’t hear much about a failed war on drugs that costs nearly $50 billion annually. And the major candidates will not argue that addicts should be treated rather than imprisoned. Nor should observers hope for any call to repeal the "three strikes and you're out" laws that have needlessly filled our jails or to end mandatory sentencing that hamstrings our judges.

10) The candidates will ignore the diverse Israeli peace movement whose members have developed accords for a two state solution with their Palestinian and American counterparts. It is time to replace the Washington puppet show with a real Washington peace show for the security of the American, Palestinian, and Israeli people.

11) You won’t hear the candidates stand up to business interests that have backed changes to our civil justice system that restrict or close the courtroom to wrongfully injured and cheated individuals, but not to corporations. Where is the vocal campaign against fraud and injury upon innocent patients, consumers, and workers? We should make it easier for consumers to band together and defend themselves against harmful practices in the marketplace.

Fri, 25 Jan 2008 17:24:05 GMT

Today is terrible day....

dennis dropped out of the presidental race.....

I don't even want to vote in the primary! I don't think I will!!!

I can't support anyone who supports the RICH and ignores the poor like Edwards, Clinton, and Obama.

Today is a very sad day not just for Cindy, but for all of america.

The only true Liberal dropped out of the primary.....I CAN'T support NAFTA!....eee...maybe i will go republican and vote for Ron Paul...but even him ::shudders a little::::

since people like TO attack...

Tue, 22 Jan 2008 13:52:11 GMT

I like to clear up my last post b/c people...instead of asking, like to attack

anyway...What i said was a code....for someone dies. I am not so mean to say "SYAORAN DIES"...cause believe me if he did...i be crying! ...And he would be MY FAVORITE ANIME CHARACTER...and that is NOT what the title says!

the title is "one of my favorite Anime Characters...." and believe me that I throw around that word one day, then not the next. It depends how I feel abou the character that day. And because He/SHE/IT died i thought I would say that.

in any case, there it is very cleared up and I didn't spoil anything...except that SOMEONE..which could be anyone...dies.

Now i feel like i should spoil it, but because I am nice and ask first.... Would you like me to?

Sun, 20 Jan 2008 04:25:45 GMT

R.I.P. one of my favorite Anime Characters....

I cannot say who b/c some people will scream at me for spoiling!!

but R.I.P. to you.

p.s. I hate clamp! ^_^

in other words: DON'T VOTE FOR CLINTON! I am literally having nightmares about her....;::slivers::: please vote for someone you REALLY believe in for the primary at least!!! if your liberal vote liberal, not Clinton!

OBAMA YOU HAVE MORE DELEGATES, PLEASE BEAT THAT BITCH!

Thu, 10 Jan 2008 03:24:02 GMT

I have decided SOCIAL life is for Fridays and Saturdays.

SUN though Thurs is for school! ^_^

i hate the first week of school b/c it is sooo stressful!

:shurg:

peace out

Sun, 30 Dec 2007 02:05:48 GMT

I got a hotel room.

So...its the hotel!

btw, I get a bed!!!!!!!!!!!!

There was taxes....11%. And i put 5 people in the room so that there would be no worry!!!

If someone wants a quiet room, feel free to book it, but the rate is jumping.

I got it for 162.

once i have a count, i can divide it between everyone! PLEASE have your money if you plan on coming!!! There is an entrance fee...and I will ask from you before you enter the room! Sorry to be a bitch but I AM not paying for this room myself! I am sure Kristin will agree with the fee! lol

p.s. bring a swimsuit and of course money, AND fun shit!

Tue, 25 Dec 2007 06:37:12 GMT

1. What did you do in 2007 that you'd never done before?
looked in a mirror and smiled! lol mmm....went to japan, ate beef,

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I want to work out every day...I am thinking of tricking myself somehow

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Yes. my sister in law

4. Did anyone close to you die?
eeee...not that i recall

5. What countries did you visit?
Japan.

6. What would you like to have in 2008 that you lacked in 2007?
An amazing LSCAT score on the first try!!! .. i didn't try this year

7. What date from 2007 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
...i cannot think of one at the moment....my life blends so...perhaps Universal studios Japan

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
^_^ 2 jobs, 17 credit hours, summer school, 4.0. Do i need to say more?

9. What was your biggest failure?
THAT A- IN EUROPEAN POLITICS

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
lol yes. my car accident, and my thrist issue.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
My. Car.

12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
MEEEEE!!!!!! Cause i rule; I am my own mortal goddess, thank you.

13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
MINE!! I am so vain and selfish! it appalls me...but i can't help that i love me!

14. Where did most of your money go?
Japan.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Tokyo, Las Vegas

16. What songs will always remind you of 2007?
Kashmir by Led b/c of summer school, and of course Kararoke songs with Kristina!

17. Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
I am sooooooooooooooo much happier it is not even funny. Did you know that I have STAIGHT hair now? i love it.

ii. Thinner or fatter?
lol fatter. i have gained about 10 pounds since august, but I WILL change that, then i will be perfect.

iii. richer or poorer?
poorer...stupid japan

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
...i guess fun, but if i could go back in time i wouldn't add it in. I can have fun later, lol.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
this year??? ...spend money

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
with my brothers, niece, nephews, and parents, oh and Sister-in-laws

22. Did you fall in love in 2007?
nope.

23. How many one night stands?
lol, none

24. What were your favourite TV programs?
SCRUBS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and Friends, JOEY, ROME and Sex and the city

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
oh yes.

26. What was the best book you read?
Shit soooo hard. one of Juliet Marillier's novels. Last night i didn't sleep because of one: Foxmask. NEVER EVER have i lost track of time because of a book....so i guess that one.

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Dream Girls

28. What did you want and get?
a car.

29. What did you want and not get?
i suppose i wanted to make more money than i did.

30. What was your favourite film of this year?
oh my isis!!!! how do you pick that? there were numerous great ones: Dream Girls, F4-2, spiderman 3...but i think i will have to say: Pirates of the Caribean 3!!!!!!

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
20, i was at Ku's

32. What one thing that made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
My grades.

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2007?
Comfortable.

34. What kept you sane?
Me, and of course Angela's crazy rants!

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Keanu Reeves.

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
Global Warming, and of course: National health care!

37. Who did you miss?
I miss kristina and the gang from Japan

38. Who was the best new person you met?
Japan pips, I hope they know i miss them

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2007.
The Secret.

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
"Anything worth getting in this world is hard to get."

NEW YEARS! PLEASE READ AND COMMENT? THANKS!!!!

Fri, 21 Dec 2007 02:39:55 GMT

Ok, what does everyone want to do for New Years this year? Many ideas have been throw about...this is stressful...now I know how hard it is for Kristi to plan this every year! (this is why she needs a break)

QUESTIONs i have for everyone!
1. Are we going to do something here or in Grand Rapids or ....? Maybe we can do a hotel party with a pool and stuff?
2. Are we going to play that grab bag game we played last year? (I am IN for that game!!)
3. What is going to be the numbers? My guess here is: Sherri, maybe Mark?, Amy, Kristin, Nick, Me, Aeris, Mael, Erin, and...i am forgetting people and I am SORRY!! :-(
4. If we indeed go to Grand Rapids I have a list of things we can do: Go ice skating downtown for FREE, gardens, ::cough:: dancing ::cough:::, etc. AND we will be staying at my apartment!
5. If we stay here, we have to decided what to do and where to go! ???? ideas????
6. I don't think everyone can read this journal or has deleted it from their friends list, so perharps we could spread the word? I would heart you forever!!!

Thanks for your help and PLEASE comment on something, ANYTHING!!!!!! maybe medival times???? then a hotel party thing afterword? maybe someone would like a michael moore movie marthoran!!!! pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee helpie? thank you!

p.s. Cindy is a werid mood right now...so i am sorry!