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[11.24.09 - 4.23am] |
This is from Sarah and Kristin!! I like reading them, so i thought: Hey, other people might like reading this! lol ALSO!!! I am bored at work.
first name
CINDY...and completely not the other name that is on my birth certificate. I prefer Cin, but most of everyone calls me Cindy!!! :-P Dude, I remember when I went by Lulu for the longest time...LOL
age
21 and will never get a day older. Cause 22 and 23 are just...NO! I REFUSE!
location
So I have basically moved out of Chicago!! So yeah, I live in Grand Rapids (Wyoming, MI, actually) with my gf, puppy, and kitty!!! Small ass apartment? Maybe, but! It is the best place I have ever lived!!
occupation
I am the full time night auditor for the Comfort Inn in Grand Rapids. Yep, I'm a college graduate, and had an internship and everything...but this is what I do! If I could go back in time? I would NOT go to college and just go to trade school...
:sigh: Back to school next semester for graduate school...
partner
Bekah. Not single, ladies and gents. Yes, that's right! I'M in a committed and wonderful relationship!! Finally understand this love thing and it's GREAT! Love you, hun! :-)
kids
I DO want kids, but I want to have enough money to support them correctly!! So my plan is to wait till I'm 30!!
brothers/sisters
5 brothers. 0 sisters. LOVE IT!! I was spoiled and I am overprotected!
pets
Well at Chicago I have three doggies: Sassy, Rambo, and Nero!!!
BUT my ACTUAL pets (where I am the mommy): is my little puppy, Haku, and my kitty, Zabuza!!!
list the 3 biggest things going on in your life
1) GET A REAL JOB...one day
2) being HAPPY...most of the time.
3) Rping!!! ...I'm just really lame!
parents
a mom and dad. They are together!
closest friends
Bekah, Angela, Kristyn!! :-)
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p.s. I can't wait for C-mas so that I can see everyone back in Chi town!!!! :-)
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[9.18.09 - 3.47am] |
HAS BEEN READING LJ AGAIN!!!!!
oh, you don't care? Well, whatever!
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[9.6.09 - 5.14am] |
Hates after college depression.
And I recommend, to each and everyone of my friends here on Lj, to never, I mean never, leave school. Nope. Not unless you have a job already lined up.
Peace out. I'll update in another six months. DEAR GOD! In six months, I'll be 23. SEVEN years to 30.
Man, when I was like twelve, I never ever thought my life would be this way at 23. Nope.
This was a depressing update. So, um, something good? Rping Uzumaki Naruto is the most amazing thing ever.
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[3.17.09 - 7.37am] |
I swear, I am gone for a MONTH and the whole website changes!!
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and I am going to read everyone's stuff! I PROMISE....eventually I will do it!!!
But I do ever like an excuse to use my sasunaru icon!
p.s. I think I know the secret to life--it's happiness, dattebayo! Who would have thought?
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| Amazing-ness which is life |
[2.19.09 - 8.29am] |
So Cindy officially loves life...even if she hates school with a burning passion.
Hope that everyone is good with everyone back in Chi TOWN.
p.s. I WILL go back and read through everyone's entries....eventually. I just have a brand new addiction: RP!
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[12.3.08 - 6.33pm] |
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:::dances::::
I AM DONE WITH MY INTERNSHIP!!!!!
and I am doing the disney program next August to the following JULY! :nod:
No real world for me....
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[11.24.08 - 5.25pm] |
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I am getting closer and closer to the end of the year and the end of my college career...and I am sad. Not scared, not nervous....sad.
Its so weird all my life I have been ready for the real world, ready to have career, make money, etc. etc....
But after discovering that making lots of money is not what I want....everything about me changed. I want to keep the bonds I have...=heheh sasuke! Woah Woah off topic...
In any case, part of me wants to stay in Grand Rapids and get a job...to stay and live in this memory filled place but...will I feel that way when all my friends are graduated and have moved on and I am still here???
decisions, decisions... I swear to isis, I hated high school. Couldn't wait for that to be over. to start over. to start a new life. And I did :-)!!! I am no longer some stupid whining girl who thinks she's the most ugly thing to walk the planet ever, who is the most 'depressed' person in the world...
I love college. It changed me (as it should for everyone). I no longer have the same goals and I have some awesome views about love, sex, babies, etc. that I never thought I would ever have! (For example, I know I want a child...but I also know I never ever want to get married...unless they are totally understandable about allowing me to 'slip' once in a while) I have dismissed god and the whole idea of the afterlife (cause let's fact it kids, they are pretend and people only believe in them cause they are afraid to die...which I was also at one point).
I. love. college. Sure, I made a complete circle on the anime thing ...liking it to not liking it to liking it again...damn you Naruto! but...that's really ok with me. It's part of me. :-)
What was the point of this post? I am not sure actuallly...I just want to let my feelings out (something I really really don't do anymore....and let's face it: life is better!)
But, all in all, if I was given the opportunity to do high school over again I wouldn't do it for a million dollars.
If I was given the oppotunity to do college agin...I do it in a second. I redo the papers, the worrying about GPAs, etc. etc.
So I am sad I will be leaving GVSU and its terrible general education requirements in a short 6 months. I am so sad that I have to grow up.
But i understand this is life.....:smile: maybe in 4,5, or 6 months I will be ready to start the next chapter in my life. ::crosses fingers:::: And maybe in 4, 5, or 6 months Sasuke will be back in the MANGA! seriously where the fuck is he?!?! ::cough, cough:: sorry about that. I am naru-tard. I really really really really really can't help it.
:-)
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[10.4.08 - 7.52am] |
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It seemed so far in the future...but now it is here.
What can I say? What can I do..?
oh well :smirk: I just do a Cindy! :-)
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[9.29.08 - 5.26pm] |
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"The DOW had a historic drop today..."
I love being right sometimes...but believe me when I say I am not happy about this one...
I for sure thought the downfall wouldn't happen for at least 5-7 years.
BUT i must say this...no one seems that worried about this; afterall, i just watched 15 people pay 5 dollars for a small coffee at starbucks.
^_^
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| stolen from ku |
[9.27.08 - 4.38pm] |
[01] Do you have the guts to answer these questions and re-post as The Controversial Survey?
yep
[02] Would you do meth if it was legalized?
no, BUT it should be legalized
[03] Abortion: for or against it?
...I hate how this question is worded. It should read: pro-choice or pro-life on Abortion. Then I would right pro-choic!...I don't like the wording of this question because I am personally very against abortion and would never have one....but I do not think other people have to follow my line of thought..
[04] Do you think the world would fail with a female president?
What an interesting question. It really does depend on who the woman is (cause if it was like palin or clinton ::shudders::::)
[05] Do you believe in the death penalty?
No. No. No. No. (as much as i love the quest for revenage)
[06] Do you wish marijuana would be legalized already?
YES! talk about a way to fix a WHOLE lot of problems. (the War on Drugs, crimnal justice,...wow think of all the money we could get from taxing that shit.)
[07] Are you for or against premarital sex?
I like kristin's answer: "it is your body and you do what you will with it." but i personally think you should try out the horse before you buy it :wink: lol
[08] Do you believe in God?
again, this question is worded wrong. I do not believe in the christain god, but I do believe there is some type of higher power out there (may they be a god, goddess, spirit...)
[09] Do you think same sex marriage should be legalized?
Yes. hands down.
[10] Do you think it's wrong that so many Hispanics are illegally moving to the USA?
OMG!!! I HATE the way this question is worded!!! dear isis! after stealing half of their country and killing thousands of their people, they deserve to come into our country. But yeah, what about the people coming here from other 'white' countries! I hate the race card.
[11] A twelve year old girl has a baby, should she keep it?
it is up to her.
[12] Should the alcohol age be lowered to eighteen?
yes. if you can be drafted and serve in the army and kill people, then you should be able to drink
[13] Should the war in Iraq be called off?
Yes.
[14] Assisted suicide is illegal: do you agree?
No. everyone's life is their own, what they do with it is their business.
[15] Do you believe in spanking your children?
Yes. :smile: look how well I came out.lol
[16] Would you burn an American flag for a million dollars?
yes....
[17] Who do you think would make a better president? McCain or Obama?
:yuck: Ralph Nader.
[18] Are you afraid others will judge you from reading some of your answers?
No. I am a far-left liberal. none of these answers should shock anyone. lol, I want change and I want it right now! lol
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[9.16.08 - 4.40pm] |
After spending some serious time looking at my profile page (and by serious time I mean like 2 mins) I can't believe what an idioit I can be...
i just can't believe how much I go through phases of liking things...Wicked, Lestat, Buffy, Angel, Etc....I am like obessed about somthing then....BLAH! well not blah, I still like them but it is seriously died down.
ah HA! i see!!! I figure myself out as I write down (is this why I used to blog????)!!....
A-hem:
I took Eastern thought last system, and I know what your thinking....X_X it was filled with anime neirds, right? It sure was..but that is OFF the point!
Hinduism explains..
When you first fall in love with someone you always think about them. When you are studying, playing games, etc., you will often come across things that remind them of your new loved one. Thus, while you are newly in love you become very distracted; your mind always go back to thoughts of your love.
However, after a while that love for your new loved one will eventually quell down...you will MUCH less think about them when completing tasks, work, school, etc. They are there, in your heart, but you don't feel the need to talk/think about them the whole time.
Then, overtime, they either (a.) become part of your heart forever, or (b.) become a distant memory...your love will fade away.
so my point here:
we all go through phases of what our favorite thing is...as for example: it is no question I think that Naruto and his gang are my favorite thing right now!! However, some of these phases we love will fade slowly away (such as my liking for Rap and metal in the 6th grade)...and others will stay part of our heart forever no matter how much we ever deny to liking them (my liking for disney, the spice girls, cardcaptor sakura). We will contieune to enjoy them at some level and still be interested, no matter how slightly, in them.
This brings up the questions, therefore: ''Why do some of these phase stay with us and others leave us.....?'
maybe we never truly loved them in the first place?
but then again I don't know if this hindu thought counts for interests. It was talking about 'Human love' after all....
but I can't help but wonder if my interest in Naruto will end up being a faded memory (like Kingdom hearts) or will always be part of me....
there is my blog for the year....
btw, Hi study abroad pals! I am happy we are lj buddies now!
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[9.11.08 - 12.38pm] |
I totally had a post, but it got deleted so...
yeah.
The main reason I posted was to simply show you my beatiful (though I don't think he would appreicate that) icon!!!
:-)Poll #1257882 Barrak Obama's vice president pick: Joe Biden
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 4What do you think of Barrak's vice prez Joe Biden?
Who do you think will win the 2008 presidental Election?
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| hell for 1.5 weeks |
[4.13.08 - 10.03pm] |
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Cindy has 1.5 weeks of basically hell, or....at least I wish cause then I be dead and not have to do all this work, lol.
In any case, I have like 7 papers to write in this time limit...why aren't I working now?
That is a good question.
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[3.29.08 - 9.59pm] |
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Cindy is going to Acen....
I swear to isis I don't know what is HAPPENING TO ME!!!
btw, I saw in the book store today that Tsubasa in America has FINALLY hit the 180 degree turn! :smile: How do you like my Syaoran now? In other news....School is going to suck balls the next 4 weeks! At least I am going to get a vacation next week in Washington D.C.!!!!! I miss everyone! ....is anyone going to Acen?? lol probably not cause you all have grown up, while Cindy has fallen down a hole again! lol
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[2.21.08 - 12.15am] |
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i am on my 16th hour of study for my f.p. test and I STILL don't feel prepared.....and still not done! lol I am going to drive home and study till like 9 a.m. ....this so loud here!!
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[2.14.08 - 7.34pm] |
HAPPY HATE TIMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[2.1.08 - 11.54am] |
HEY LIBERALS!!!!
there may be hope this year....
if that bitch face clinton wins...
http://www.naderexplore08.org/
no worries, RALPH NADER will run!!!
then i can stop having nightmares of what it will be like if Clinton wins!
btw, i am not voting in the primary this year...i would have if dennis was!
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[1.25.08 - 12.18pm] |
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Today is terrible day....
dennis dropped out of the presidental race.....
I don't even want to vote in the primary! I don't think I will!!!
I can't support anyone who supports the RICH and ignores the poor like Edwards, Clinton, and Obama.
Today is a very sad day not just for Cindy, but for all of america. The only true Liberal dropped out of the primary.....I CAN'T support NAFTA!....eee...maybe i will go republican and vote for Ron Paul...but even him ::shudders a little::::
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| since people like TO attack... |
[1.22.08 - 8.49am] |
I like to clear up my last post b/c people...instead of asking, like to attack
anyway...What i said was a code....for someone dies. I am not so mean to say "SYAORAN DIES"...cause believe me if he did...i be crying! ...And he would be MY FAVORITE ANIME CHARACTER...and that is NOT what the title says!
the title is "one of my favorite Anime Characters...." and believe me that I throw around that word one day, then not the next. It depends how I feel abou the character that day. And because He/SHE/IT died i thought I would say that.
in any case, there it is very cleared up and I didn't spoil anything...except that SOMEONE..which could be anyone...dies.
Now i feel like i should spoil it, but because I am nice and ask first.... Would you like me to?
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